Monday, October 31, 2011

infinity-eyes



"Grandmother"
Out of her own body she pushed
silver thread, light, air
and carried it carefully on the dark, flying
where nothing moved.
Out of her body she extruded
shining wire, life, and wove the light
on the void.
From beyond time,
beyond oak trees and bright clear water flow,
she was given the work of weaving the strands
into creation, and the gift of having created,
to disappear.
After her,
the women and the men, weave blankets into tales of life
memories of light and ladders,
infinity-eyes, and rain.
After her I sit on my laddered rain-bearing rug
and mend the tear with string.

~Paula Gunn Allen-Laguna/Sioux/Lebanese

They say bad artists copy, and good artists steal. And that it’s not where you take things from, it’s where you take them too. One of my assignments for a portrait class I am taking is to make a photograph using a model playing a character, so I decided to try my hand at stealing well.

My grandma has a huge photograph of a Native American chief by Edward S. Curtis in her dining room. Her house is a log cabin that my father helped build when he was younger than I am. I love being in her house. I love that photograph because it reminds me of her, and her wisdom, and all the life she has seen in all of years.




It was around Columbus Day and I couldn’t get that image of the Native American chief out of my head, and it made me sad that there was no day for him and his culture.

I asked Shannon to play a Native American woman for my project because she actually is part Native American. I wanted to bring alive the idea of a woman who is timeless and a landscape that is untouched. Obviously if you have read this blog at all you know one of my biggest inspirations is strong women, I loved this quote " Standing Bear spoke with regard to his mother, PrettyFace:“…in her humble way, she helped to make the history of her race. For it is the mothers, not her warriors, who create a people and guide her destiny.”
Also Being from the Midwest, I have fallen in love with this landscape and how it’s always changing. I could never move anywhere where the seasons didn’t change after living here, there is so much to learn from the weather.  
I think the Native Americans were right all along, there is so much beauty in our landscape worth respecting and honoring and when we live in homogenized suburbs it’s easy to forget that.

So as my quiet protest to Columbus day, I shot this series.























Thursday, October 6, 2011

Take back the night...

I often get asked by my male friends why I claim to be a feminist when it seems as though feminism (or what they know of it) seems to have died out when woman could vote and work. However we live in a culture where rape and domestic violence is not only not taken seriously, it's a punch line.
I see excuses for men who hurt women all over the place.  I am a huge steelers fan yet, I see no reason why Ben Rothlesberger should get special treatment for being accused of rape, and yet all over the place I heard things like "Well what was she doing at the bar drinking with him" oh right because drinking with a famous football player means you're asking to get  pushed into a bathroom and forced into things you don't want to do. Until the only one responsible for rape, is the person doing the raping, I think feminism is alive and well.



not only are excuses made and fingers pointed at women for what they are wearing and where they were and who they've slept with in the past people out right make jokes about it which is a sure fire way to get me to not be friends with you. it is one of my ultimate pet peeves. I hate it.  I find it incredible that I need to type this sentence but here it goes.

RAPE IS NEVER FUNNY!

ever.

I sat in a movie theatre with a group of friends watching a stupid and already unfunny movie "your highness" but the moment I knew I didn't even want to continue until the end is when they made tactless and disgusting jokes about child molestation.

how is that ever funny?

with so many people who I love dearly dealing with reoccurring nightmares, trauma and flashbacks from adults who sabotaged their childhoods, I cannot in good conscience laugh at jokes about Rape. ever.

I cant even handle it when people say "I got raped by my taxes this year"
no you had to pay more than you thought you would in taxes. you will get over it.

people who are raped, spend their lives trying to recover.
lets not make light of that.
I have been reading, "Rose: love in violent times" by Inga Musico and I was reading a chapter about how her wife, has these intense flashbacks from her childhood, and small things, like smells, and songs will ruin her entire week because she is instantly transported to a time where she was a abused and is stuck in the memory.

Lets never compare our problems to rape, only rape is rape.
and lets never make jokes about rape or domestic violence because it is under no circumstance funny for people who have been raped or abused or the rest of us who live in fear that our turn is just around the next dark parking lot.

And if you feel so inclined  come out tonight to support survivors of domestic  and sexual  violence and use your words to promote healing and love in your community. At the Will county take back the night...








I am super lucky that these are the men in my life...
for more info go to:
http://www.mencanstoprape.org/

or

http://www.rainn.org/

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Healthy food Recipies from Shaundria

What you need: Lasagna pasta (whole wheat) Meat optional- All natural no casing Turkey/chicken sausage Or ground turkey 1 (small) Zucchini 1 Yellow bell pepper 10 Mushrooms 1/2Purple onion 1/2Garlic 1/2 cup of Spinach 1/2 cup of Sun dried tomatoes Small Ricotta cheese Small Cottage cheese Mozzarella cheese 3 eggs Spaghetti sauce Side note: whole foods or trader joes has a great selection. I will soon be posting home made sauce recipes. Olive oil Salt and pepper Wooden toothpicks Large pot to boil pasta Large glass baking pan Bring large pan of water with a few table spoons of olive oil to boil for pasta. Side note: olive oil will prevent pasta from sticking together. Keep an eye on your pasta you don’t want it cooked all the way. you need it to be bend to roll and it will finish cooking in the oven. Take all your veggies and meat and chop them into fine pieces. Mix ricotta and cottage cheese with 3 eggs into veggies. Mix for about a minute to insure every bite is evenly amazing! Cover the bottom of your glass baking pan with olive oil. After pasta has been drained and run under cool water lay 3- 4 pieces out on your cutting board. Turn oven on to 400 Take your mixture of veggies and cheese and spread a thin line down the center of the pasta. (Pictures below) Take your time rolling the pasta it gets messy but hey that’s what’s fun about cooking! Its best if the end of your roll is on the bottom.(Picture below) place the roll in the pan and put a tooth pick trough it to hold it together. Repeat until your pan is full. Spread mozzarella cheese over your rolls. Take your spaghetti sause and spread over rolls. Your rolls will bake for about 30-40 minutes. Serve with white wine and a salad. Salad idea: Yellow bell pepper Peach or nectarine Spinach leaves (chopped) Purple onion Shredded carrots Cherry Tomatoes I used an organic feta vinaigrette but you can use feta cheese with vinaigrette and olive oil Salt and pepper mix and serve.